The Liar's Paradox

An in depth thinker he is, mind constantly grinding, the responses given the pressure are delivered with impeccable timing. He knows full well what you expect from him, he gets under your skin like the IRS being late with that check again. He sits in a crowd, possibly noticed, if he wanted to lead them, he'd probably be outvoted. He sits back & just watches the masses, he sees the outcome clearly, no need for glasses. They'll all rise up against a strict system, when the system kills them; they'll cover it up so only their families will miss them. The masquerade is brilliant, played to a T, turn the mission off & act like a child with glee. So when he executes it, they'll all be, "Damn, he fooled me!" Let's walk into a specific liar's mind for a short mile, & then it'll reveal if his actions are in any way similar to your style. He lies for self-preservation; he lies so as not to incur your harsh indignation. At the same time he says he's with his dudes, while really he's playin games with his other boo. He knows you'll be pissed, he knows it's you he dissed, so he gets candy & flowers & lies sayin you're the one he missed, but really what is this? Am I the only one thinking something's amiss? How you "Waiting To Exhale" one minute, & the next you're in a state of bliss? He has to lie, cuz the truth hurts him, he's always stewin about the girl who worked him. She took most of his dough, messed with friends on the low, hell; she was a better actress than any person on a TV show. She punched him in the gut when he opened up to her, she offered the butt cuz love meant nothing to her. He's got the gates up now, heart's taped up now, all knowledge of her he will disavow, just call him the U.S. like they treat P.O. dub's, he paid for "us", while she just put him on her tab at the pub, when you think about it, that's real messed up. Is this a defense for the paradox of the liar? No. This is just the liar's truth & I'm the provider. See, a lie is not a lie unless it intends to hurt, HE lies as a defense mechanism so as not to be hurt. Paradox by definition is contradictory, so when he's lost, he's expressing a paradoxical victory…

What you have to understand is she's reserved in nature, petrified of a man's touch cuz of the uncle that raped her. She's not sturdy, her reflection won't face her, what do you expect when she has a horrible foundation, like a proclaimed "artist" who's really a tracer. Speaking of automobiles, her feelings were eaten away fast, like meals on wheels. She's always on the move like a crackhead fiend, in school she's given a new definition for "go between". Let's take a look at a little lady crumbled, she's been slandered more than a running back in the Super Bowl who fumbled. Gotta give a flawless performance, but it's hard to be a good actress when your emotions are dormant. They make her feel useless, like she shouldn't have been born, she's not important, so I'll just say they make her feel umbilical cordless. You can't yell at her, she'll just sex you, cuz in her mind she thinks you're sayin, "This is all I expect from you." So when you accept & you thinkin you knockin it out, she's laying there emotionless waiting for you to get out. When I think of her, I think of Ursa, main character in Corregidora, but if you've never read it then you ain't heard of her. See a lot of guys think girls who wait are stuck up & need to get with the program, I'm just tryna get so many of them DE-programmed…

- JioVanni